I am tired but obviously I haven't been listening. So my body shouted a little louder last week when the hand, foot and mouth virus hit me. A very dark cloud seemed to hang over us for a little while there – someone's mood was almost unbearable. But the cloud has cleared.
I feel like taking it really slowly now, going to bed early and just doing what we have to.
Except, wait, it's Christmas. Am I the only one who thinks the timing could be better?
I stuck my head in the sand yesterday and left the house and all its jobs. We wandered down to the garden in-between rain showers. We picked tomatoes and snipped speckled beans. When we put it all together, I almost cried.
Then Luca found an orange beetroot in amongst
the beetroot basket. He raced upstairs, gave it a wash and sat and drew his prized beetroot. He's always had
a thing about orange.
All of this in the garden, it's like a drug. It gets me all emotional and I realise when I'm juggling a push on the swing, a brief pause to watch the boys' snails on the driveway and a quick dash to harvest some worm castings, that I'm well and truly addicted.
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Thank you by the way for your beautiful comments and emails
last week. I'm still thinking about that whole issue. It's obviously something we all question from time to time. What's important for me is to come at it from a centred place and not because of what it might look like: if it feels right, then I do it. If I'm not inspired by anything (last week was a case in point!), then I don't do anything. With any luck, the lull just passes.
How do you deal with your lulls? Do you have a 'drug'? Do you find your head's clearer on the other side?
